208. Would You Be Sad If I Gave Up?

I dip my myself in the mud
Following your heartbreak.
"Love's brought only misery,"

"I give up too,"
I echoed in revelry.
Sure an opinion we'd share.

But your eyes rebuttalled.
Your words argued.
Your hands in disbelief.

If I were a psychic,
I'd be out of the job.
3 years and I hadn't a clue.

That maybe,
Unbeknownst to me,
Faith came not from I,
But from your support.

So when you wouldn't give me a word,
As yours became no longer coherent,
And you took your presence out of my life,
You took the very assurance you gave.

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