JHem

Drowning in a sea of her own blood Allowing herself to bleed With the bitter taste of shame Knowing things will never be the same Not knowing how to give herself The love she always wanted When neglected as no good Slowly sinking In her own self-torment With no room for air Nor space to move Crushed by inadequacy Dreaming of someone to call out her name Before she dug her own grave To help her open her eyes With the gaze of sincerity That she longed for her whole life Rest was not her friend As she threw away her heart That was sick of beating For no one came to help her breathing This was her ending

Sometimes, I don't know if I can take anymore My shadows walk with me Following me as guilt that won't flee I can't seem to forbore This haunting lore That was once a safe haven For pain I shoved in my den But no more This mourn I'm overcome by grief Unable to turn over a new leaf There is no place for peace I can't feel my core I'm torn!