195. Love's Lover

It was as sweet as freshly picked berries.
As healing as being held to be carried.
I was sure love began to bear its fruits.

As I believed it was blossoming from its roots,
Neglect wouldn't let in the sunshine.
So began this heart rot of mine.

I confused her night light for the real thing.
Feeding me leftover fruit snacks.
Artificial sugar and no nutrients.

Dare I say?
A piece to display,
Armcandy titled "bae."

My heart was adopted.
Perfect story for her blog.
Ya see, even altruism sells.

I thought we'd become family,
"Life's too crazy to take seriously,"
My wellbeing seen oh so casually.

I was running out of notebook paper.
My diary like a printing press.
Looking like cut and paste.

You'd figure this was just a game.
And they were telling me the rules.
But I never consented to play.

They say I'm lawless
Having no playbook.
How'd authentic look?

"You'll be a loser,"
But I'll hold that L
L for Love.

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