28. My Mind's Unrest
My mind's unrest Caught in the past Searching for you Again and again Recalling the past How you helped me live Putting a smile on my face Only in my dreams Are you there With me The present eludes me I'm stuck in my dreams Crying in place Craving your embracety I don't feel so strong I've lost who I am No longer walking On a set path I don't remember who I was I don't know who I am My mind's unrest Struggling with reality A double life I live Who I think I am Who I wish to be Split on their paths Stuck in my dreams How things used to be Hoping to greet you And warm your heart Like I used to do Once again Neglecting this day Struggling to see How you're gone Unable to move on I close my eyes Praying for you Once again My mind's unrest My heart's a mess Distorted Reality