JHem

I let my nerves get to me It's like lightning striking me I get cold feet wanting to leave I get paranoia in secrecy I'm afraid to be alone But I'm terrified of company! Just stay with me, stay with me But don't put your gaze on me! I'm cold when I think of the spotlight I get nervous and shake every night. My eyes are always over my shoulder Looking back, my body gets colder. When I'm with you I feel smothered Like I'm here making you bothered. When I'm alone I sink in darkness. Panting until I'm left breathless. I wish you would see my dilemma. I wish I could scream it, But my voice becomes tightly knit. But tears are hidden without an umbrella.

I loved the hours in the day Filled with hope and beauty But you took that away I used to put all I had in my soul But the stress began taking its toll I had my heart in everything I felt home with every being When you took my love away from me You took away the biggest part of me I used to live whole-heartedly But apathy has startled me I feel no need to put my best foot forward My life began spiraling downward Some may say I’ve become a coward My mind used to wonder It followed the mysteries But sadness has made me numb-er Who I used to be is lost in history You may say I began to live haphazardly But I had to live mindlessly Or heartbreak would consume me wholly

Wrote lyrics for a friend's song. https://youtu.be/PQGqNAKgxws Going back home Returning to nostalgia I haven't felt this way in years I'm back to better days Oh, yeah, I'm going back to better days I kick my shoes to the air Plant myself firm And I'm beginning to feel that way again I’m feeling that way again Oh yeah. I'm feeling that way again It felt like yesterday. Oh yeah. Having my heart run out to play It felt like yesterday. Oh yeah. As my thoughts never run out of words to say Those were the days I love to remember Those were the days I love to remember Those were better days, those were better days Those were the days I remembered when I met you